were little bleach blonde twinny babes
seriously don’t fall for me if I specifically tell you about all the other guys I’m seeing in my life on our first date
also now I’m no longer in the facility of Edinburgh I’m not bothered by glitter boy’s other girls. it was a time sensitive and location based uncomfortableness
I don’t know what it is but I make guys fall for me like crazy when it’s the last thing I seek
I just want you to be into me in a casual non love way
things of the day:
I’ve broken my London boy,
he told me he loves me today
after we argued because he wouldn’t stop pigeon holing me with I’m going to miss this/that when your at uni
I felt literally like I did like last year when I was leaving for uni and it made me so fucking mad
I’ve done that shit. I did my way and it lasted for a week and led to more than a term of unhappiness and arguing and it’s so easy to see that shit recreating itself. except I won’t give him the fucking chance. and we aren’t even going out or whatever now and for the fucking reasons.
Edinburgh bothered him enough
(which is understandable enough, but I told him what my situation was since our first date.)
I should have backed the fuck off after he texted me the same night of the date. IN FUTURE THOSE BE WARNING SIGNS
I break boys
he came to say goodbye at the station today.
he was going to bring me a deep fried mars bar but couldn’t find a chippy doing them
but instead he gave me a postcard
and then produced 2 gem covered bow hairties, and we proceeded to get married opposite the Edinburgh dungeons
the postcard had a poem written on it; while we were drunk he had told me 3 months in he wasn’t sure where we/us was going and was going to write me a poem. I demanded he write me a poem before I took him on holiday.
I just matched with my primary school crush on tinder. my life is made
why am I still awake I’m so tired I feel sick I’ve been running off 2 hours sleep Since 9am