October 2011
65 posts
I miss the feeling of being high
that was awkward porn dash moment with friend looking over shoulder
how can I politely ask to have a fucking job from my boss…
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“The intellect has little to do on the road to discovery. There comes a leap in consciousness, call it Intuition or what you will, the solution comes to you and you don’t know how or why.” Albert Einstein
stop taking the piss just cos I had batchors for dinner go away poo
Tina fey is a genius.
why must we make this a big deal
your being a tttttttttwwwwwwwwwaaaaattttt. fuck you.
fucks sake time time time come onnn
I just want to go back in time and fix this week. Its been complete bullshit, waste of time and everything has gone wrong.
does someone in london want to buy ilikemystyle Quarterly for me?
usually i get my dad to buy it but i feel i can’t get him to buy it this time, as I mention smoking, MDMA, and sex in the article.. and he always reads it before he brings it home.
when it gets to half 4 english time (GMT) can someone tell me to go to bed please? but only if i’ve written 600 words.
hey Kathryn has that wallet!
I always knew she was epic!
I just feel like I’m sitting in place and the whole world/life is just rushing around and past me and I’m just sinking lower and lower into complete crap and I don’t know how to get out of this and nothing can help or lift me out of this. I’m just getting more and more left behind and falling behind from work, my friends, my social life, anything. I’m just sitting behind the computer screen and look at the play back from everything i’m missing. and I know I’m being boring and everyone just thinks that I’m boring and eventually they’ll all stop bothering to waste their time on me too and then what is even the point in carrying on to live this pathetic sort of half life where I will achieve nothing ever. It’ll get to the end and I’ll have nothing to look back on of any purpose or achievement.
i have an insane shopping habit and its getting out of control..
and I am no good because I hate everyone.
shopping is the only thing that really makes me happy right now and that is only short lived, I am going to be so broke. it’s a good thing I am at home this year because otherwise I would be chucked out of where ever for being too poor. I really need to start my essay because all I have written so far is a sentence because I’m far too good at procrastination. and my essay week is nearly over. What’s worse my dad will be home tomorrow so it’ll be even harder to concentrate and I’m going out tomorrow evening too. and I need to update my blog, I am behind by 2 projects for uni in my sketch book and I have the primer home work for Monday. Wah. can’t cope with anything right now I’m too stressed to have fun when I am out when I shouldn’t be thinking about work and then when I am home my family require so much attention and stress me out just as much. cant do anything anymore. may as well give up while I’m ahead? before I get chucked out.
stupid lame girl type post.
p.s. I watched Johnny English tonight and I thought it was going to be piss but it ended up quite shitty good.if you understand what that means..
anyway…
(omg I hate my blog wah someone punch me it’s so poo )
I’m so erratic today has been terrible.
is it odd that me and friends tell each other we love each other all the time and I can only recall my parents saying it once or something idk
I feel like I need to apologise for my blog being so lame ATM. but I have so much art to be doing I can’t keep up with both.. but next week I have a writing week so hopefully things will change..
I’m watching mr bean.
confidence in people is so attractive.
they manage to radiate it.
Yoko Ono is following me on twitter, life complete.
